I realize I'm incredibly forgetful, if not brain!lazy but if its your birthday sometime this month, comment to this entry and give me a prompt. Drabbles for everyone on their special day.

NOTE: If your birthday was already this month and I missed it, give me a heads up so I can grovel for forgiveness.


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Y'know how when Jared got engaged to Sandy, I was all "no, I'm leaving the fandom and I know it won't work out."? Well I was right and it didn't but with Jensen & Danneel? For some reason I'm extremely happy for them. I wish them the best of luck and lots of pretty babies.

BRING DANNEEL ICONS STAT!


I'm gonna make myself a Danny header cause I adore her.

So I'm doing NaNo_WriMo this year and I'm writing Original Fiction. I won't be posting it on LJ and I'm still hoping people will beta for me.

I know some of you have heard me talking it about it on MSN. Places We Know. I even made a trailer for it (which is currently on dead laptop).


Wish me luck and I'll be trying my hardest this year even with University applications, SAT prep and scholarship applications.

I know I say I'll write something and never get around to posting it but this book? I WANT to write it. I have so many ideas but this one stands out the most. Honestly for a long time now I've been thinking of giving up writing fandom fic (or at least claiming to write it since I only write snippets & such) and sticking to original fiction.

And in honor of seriously attempting NaNo_WriMo this year, today or tomorrow I'm going to do a complete LJ overhaul. New layout, banner, flist cut, etc. And since it kind of feels like I should start new, I'm going to be cutting all excess sugar from my diet. I'm already feeling withdrawal.

Have a nice November 1st and try not to eat too many sweets!

Ok so I'm not even legal drinking age in the US (21) but I am in Canada, AND I JUST FOUND MY FIRST GRAY.

Excuse me while I go look for more.

Seriously flist? I am disappointed in you. WHY HASN'T ANYONE SHOWN ME THESE CUTE GERMAN BOYS WHO DANCE AROUND EACH OTHER LIKE CATS IN HEAT???

I am of course talking about Deniz & Roman and Christian & Olli. These cute things got my through my computer woes. Speaking of which, my good friend helped me revert my PC back to factory settings. She believes the hard drive is going on it though. POO. I lost 90% of my stuff, expect for the bit of fic I had saved to the external hard drive. So if I've sent you fic recently, be kind and send me a copy!

I'm off to watch more boys kissing and try to finish my english project, even though I technically finished Friday. Stupid trojan.

I am on MSN, YIM and AIM if anyone needs me.

Its official. I killed my Dell PC. Our warranty ran out 3 years ago and Dell wants $230 for a new warranty otherwise they won't help us. I can't even afford a $2 chocolate bar for fuck sakes!!

So now my laptop is out of commission for two weeks and our PC is dead. All we got is my mother's Iphone and laptop.

I'm so close to crying right now. I've lost EVERYTHING. I had maybe HALF of my fic saved on my external harddrive. Now I need to borrow my mother's laptop and redo my entire english project for the 2nd time, rewrite a shit load of fic, redo a bunch of graphics and try not to kill myself doing it.


I don't know what I did wrong!! All this week, everything I touch turns to shit. I'm so fucking done right now. I need to get piss drunk and never look at a computer again. THIS ISN'T FUCKING FAIR!

AND Dell had me on hold for over a fucking HOUR before the asshole told me couldn't help me unless I shelled out $230. ASSCLOWN!

I'm so fucking done its unfucking believable.

I'm gonna spend the next 5 minutes desperately trying to restore my PC back to factory settings, if that doesn't happen, I'm gonna fucking break something, eat some chocolate and then go to bed crying.

Please someone help me with PC. I'm freaking out!!!!!! How can all technology hate me so?

I may or may not have just killed my PC. And yes, my laptop is still out of commission. I stole my mother's.

I did a virus scan with McAfee and it flagged something label S311 or something as a trojan so I had it quarantined then removed. It directed me to restart.

My computer has been lagging for a while so I hoped this might help.

I just tried to restart it...All it shows is my wallpaper. I can't right click but I can ctrl + alt + delete to bring up "end tasks". No processes are run but there are a dozen or so applications running.

I've tried restarting several times and all it does is go my blank wallpaper.

HELP ME!

ITech is closed till tomorrow at 9am. I have to suffer through my old dinosaur PC till they figure out what's wrong with my baby.

I've resorted to PJs, salty foods and cute German boys kissing to make myself feel better.

I AM FREAKING OUT! I was just watching a youtube video on my laptop when I spilled maybe a dime sized drop of Pepsi on the "key pad". All of a sudden, it shuts off and won't turn on. I'm fucking freaking out. All my school work, all my fic, all my vids, all my art, EVERY FUCKING THING is on that. I have a bit backed up, but I haven't done updated it in over 2 months.

Lately the screen has been flopping back and forth, like its loose and it would freeze when it was on for too long.

I swear to god if I lose anything, I'm going to cry.

I've had this laptop since June of LAST YEAR. It's barely a year old.

Howdy! Playing with mom's new toy aka iphone. Thanks for all the best wishes. Getting Internet
tomorrow, yahoo! Got a bit of fic written but pm me if you got suggestions. Bored with no Internet! Don't even want to check my foist after a week.

Ok so for anyone who doesn't know it, I'm moving today! In about 6 hours. Still got about 3 hours left of packing, exhausted already. Only got 4 hours of sleep on this stupid tiny little stuffed chair.

I'll try to sneak on at school but no promises, the librarian watches the computers like a hawk and next week my English class is moving into the lab so no privacy.

For the 3rd in a row the lawyers pushed pack the date where they give us the keys to the condo. We finally get them today, after we had to reschedule our internet/cable/phone AGAIN. I/C/P is booked till the 8th so I have no access at home, not even cable :(

Anyways, leave a comment if you need something and I'll get back to you tonight or tomorrow when I steal my neighbour's computer (also the person who dealt with the lawyers for the keys, she clearly has it coming!).

Jensen and Jared, please don't do anything awesome while I'm gone and Fandom, please don't implode/explode because of douchebaggery.

Sincerely, DBM

Say I have a movie that I love and its the one that got my started on Slash. Would you be interested in watching it? I can upload it to a site like supernovatube or as a file on megaupload. This got me started on slash then of course a few weeks later I discovered Queer As Folk and BAM, deathbymutation's twisted inner workings began.

This is the trailer, it does give away a good portion of the spoilers for it but it doesn't ruin the movie.



This is one of my favorite scenes


Be advised, its not for everyone. At the end you'll hate and love it at the same time. Its one of those movies you can only watch once in a while but when you do, its totally worth it.

Summary via IMDB:
Young Tim Cornish's life has begun with great promise. Blessed with extraordinary good looks, Tim enjoyed much attention and cared little of broken hearts. At University he was a favored student in a prestigious creative writing course, but a chance meeting, a stolen kiss and a sudden flare of passion sets Tim on a journey of betrayal, heartbreak and murder. In a flashback, he tells his story of cruelty, love and a soul-destroying guilt that offers little chance for redemption.

YAY I found them! They got moved into my pictures folder, which I never go into.

I can't find my Aldis, Alona, Traci, Gabe and Julie clips from VanCon, the video greetings to my grandmother!!! I have them saved together in my rough draft video but not the originals!!!

I'm gonna give Nano_WriMo a shot this year despite my rather disastrous attempt last year. Though I am in the middle of applying to Universities and studying for the SATs, I'm gonna give it my best.

Now I have a fic that's a few 1000 words in. My Punk!Jensen & Studious!Jared fic CRASHED. Where they're college roommates that don't get along but somehow end up together. Basically Jensen has more or less refined promiscuity and when he finds out his new roommate Jared is a virgin, he makes it a point to tease him mercilessly without actually coming right out and saying he knows Jared is a virgin. Things happen, feelings get hurt, etc etc and bam J2 college!porn.

But I'm considering this idea I've had for a few months. I actually used it as a prompt for spn_j2_xmas but left out a few key details. So Jared is blind and has been for year. One day, like any other, he's at the bank depositing a check when armed robbers storm into the bank. Its notorious bank robber Jensen Ackles. When locking up the hostages in the storage room, Jensen comes across Jared hiding in one of the offices, scared and unaware of what's going on exactly. Etc etc. You get the point.

Which would you pick? Comment with your answer, I don't feel like making a poll plus I wanna see how many people actually look at my journal.

Oh lovely!

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Running over the plains, cutting down all who dare stand in the way using an oversized scalpel, cometh Deathbymutation! And she gives a spectacular howl: "You in some shit now, muhfuh! I desecrate with reckless abandon!!"

Find out! Enter username: Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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So I figured out what I want to go as for Halloween. It will require me to work out and tone myself a bit. Especially my legs.

Pinup-esque Army girl

I might have to add an band around the shorts, I'm a bit self conscious about them. Plus I'm pale as a ghost.

So...yeah, I kinda just spent $446 on my Supernatural VanCon 2010 ticket. I believe I might be in row L.

I figured I'd get it now. Oh and my mother is volunteering at the con, hopefully.

OH jesus.

Patrick Swayze died! They just announced on the news. TELL ME IT ISN'T SO!